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I don't know if I will eat as I'm hungry, eat 2 boosts a day, or fast for eternity. Actually, yes, I do. I'm fasting. I weigh a fucking 135 pounds today. I said if I weighed 130 or less I could continue with the boosts. But no, I gained 3 pounds. I won't eat until I weigh at LEAST 110. Probably less. Fuck metabolism, though, because I'll gain so much back. I hate food.

Posted by blueglass at 23:58 on July 3rd, 2009 at 11:58PM (updated Jul 15th, 2009)

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DontHesitate	Posted on 12:05AM on Jul 4th, 2009 its al about control, and being aware of when u no longer need to eat. there was an interesting show on oprah about ppl who lived longer by eating less calories. They said easting less makes your body use what food you have more efficiently. But dont starve yourself!
blueglass	Posted on 10:11PM on Jul 14th, 2009 I know, I really do. But I feel WORSE at 130 than at 115, and so on. So I'll feel somewhat better at 100 than I do now, even though not 100% OK.
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I'm so screwed up. I wish I had anxiety meds to take with food!

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